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Sunday, January 11, 2009 at 5:48 PM
I have been having nightmares.
About the moment of truth; O level results release.
I shall now call it the Day of the Awakening.
The nightmare have always been me failing.
I woke having the feeling that I want to cry.
No! I should not cry in 2009!
At least not now.
It was so real.
I was breathing hard when I woke up.
You know, the time when you breath and choke at the same time.
I hope it's just a dream.
Mum always tell me that I will pass.
I think she just want to encourage me.
I can't wait for tomorrow.
I don't want tomorrow to come.
I want to know my results.
I want to skip tomorrow.
I do not know why.
But Britney's Words of Wisdom are always in my mind whenever O level is in the picture.
" Never to stop having the passion to dream."
Why? Why? Why?
I am fucking stress!
O level results is so much tougher to handle.
Comparing with the decision between Britney and Natalya!