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The post you are reading is very disturbing.
The negative side of me.

I am bad at everything I do.
At my workplace.
At my interview.
In my examination.
I kept disappointing myself.
Many people compare themselves to me.
And they go you are good.
But why do I actually think negatively of myself.
Everyone thinks I get everything I wanted.
But I don't.
The things I want is not the things you see me get.
It's beyond your control.
I am just feeling like the world is coming tumbling down upon me.
I am the worse ever.
I know god have a perfect plan for me.
But by letting me to undergo this pain and agony.
I don't think I can handle it.
Maybe I do but not right now.
I am very negative.
This is the emotionally disturbing moment of my life.