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Wednesday, July 15, 2009 at 10:50 PM
Unbelievable that I am able to have a partner?
Well me too.
I do not believe in relationship.
I just believe in humans pursuing what they are destined to do.
I do not believe in love.
As love I give to everyone.
Nobody have more.
But some have less.
I hate to be able to commit to relationship when I cannot even commit to myself.
I hate to say the 3 fucking words that makes the world seems better.
When it does not.
Everything will turn out to be right at the very beginning.
So why have a partner when your friends makes you happy?
At THIS AGE?
For the most obvious reason.
You do not want to be left out.
Everyone have it why are you not?
Well I am most different from other people.
I give kisses to cheeks as I save my first kiss for someone.
If love is REAL!
GAY? or Having that moment to be special.
I pity those who wasted their kisses to relationship that will end one day.
Not mentioning sex.
I hate the thought of committing.
I hate the thought of breaking hearts.
I hate the thought of making promises I cannot fulfill.
I hate the thought of people asking me where am I? How am I?
I hate the thought of people asking me who is that?
I hate to hold hands.
I love space and air.
Until the right moment comes.
Where I know that she is right.
She must be having the same goal as me.
To never die alone.
To die knowing someone will bury you.
To die knowing I have not wasted god's gift of testicles.
To die knowing that I have made another generation.
To die knowing that Love is nothing, just that humans have to fulfill their purpose in life.