All's well that ends well
All's unfortunate that ends unfortunate
The day was streaming without buffering
It was almost ideal
I feel that I cannot stand being here anymore
When I am out
I feel free
As though a prisoner, let go
I met Shit and Kel
What more to ask during a weekend
I clearly miss those times
That I have the thought exactly
And it can be relate to my two best friends
When I am home
Aunt told me that I choose friends
And it is a bad thing
I find that it is for my own good
Even my sis agree
Which makes matter worst
Nobody understands the way I feel
By choosing she meant
By not having TYPICAL MALAY FRIENDS!
I shove my penis up your ass and make sure I transmit STD to you!
I do not wish to go on any further in this house
I want to go back HOME!
I want to feel like everything is well again
I want to see my cat!
I am way beyond tears and suicidal thoughts
Suicide is just too shallow
I wish I can pitch a tent and stay near EAST COAST
ALONE!
How I wish everyone can understand my state of mind
I am a living dead creature covered with punishing words
To pull myself down to the concrete grey floor
I thought your hand could help
However it did not
Only did I realise I am drowning
In a pool of your unpleasant words of surprise
Which I thought I could rely on
You are unpredictable
I would stop
I would stop
I would....