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I got a few points to lay out.
Singaporean loves flyers.
No not Singapore flyer...
But flyer as in BROCHURE!
I was so amazed!
But I noticed that the foreigners are ignoring the flyer distributor.
With nose pointed up towards the sky.

80% of Singaporean women will grab the brochure.
15% of Singaporean women will just show the no thanks sign.
5% of Singaporean women will just walk pass you as if you're not there.
40% of Singaporean men will grab the brochure.
15% of Singaporean men will nudge the companion to take the brochure.
25% of Singaporean men will just show the no thanks sign.
20% of Singaporean men will just walk pass you as if you're not there.

It's so true!
I love to clean!
I love to eat!
I love my life!
I love you!
**unless you're.......
I find it sad.
Everyone is turning into someone they're not..
Not everyone but some.
I wonder why.
I really do.
Some say change is for the better.
But change in some way is rather absurd!
Be what you are supposed to be not what you want to be.
Life isn't always fair.
Words may hurt you.
But they won't kill you.
Unless you gave up.
It's tough when it has just begun.
I've been there.
I know!
Changing this way makes you regret when you get old.
I really am sad for you.
This is a man-made twist of fate.

Enough whining.
Quit Starbucks.
For another job.
Looking forward again.
Chinese New Year just started.
I love my life now.
I can actually breathe the burbird air.
I can feel how free they are.
I am happy as always.
I always imagine or reminisce the past.
Always imagine stuff that keeps me happy
I wonder if that's what they call delusion.
I look forward to meeting my FEI_ELLY, BABY_ITA and DA_VIDZZ
SHIT, DAVID AND KELLY!
**Sorry I put your name last Kelly!
I really miss our weird hatred love we have for each other!
Just want to make someone jealous..
I know you reading...
Skali never read! Paiseh BODOH!
I need to kill you(as in David, Kelly and MAQICHUN aka Mashita)!!
And feel the blood splash on my face!
And grin at the sight of your insides...
Extract the bone out!
And make dildo out of it!
**I know Mashita would like it! Ooh La La!
I am damn bored.
Entertain me somebody.
Or I just imagine all of my friends.
And I mean all doing
Pole dancing...
Okay Okay!
Maybe I'll include those enemies too...
Hahaha!
Imagine all the people...
Dancing in as ONE!
You may say I'm a dreamer...
But I am not the only one...
Rot Flawl!

So everyone knows...
Britney is rerecording If You Seek Amy to If You See Amy.
Because of the F word.
I understand small kids will get influenced.
They will then go to the streets and say the F word politely because of the song.
I have an opinion.
The more the effort for you to sensor it.
Like make it a silent or a beep at the phrase.
The more the kids get curious and start googling for the lyrics.
To actually find out why in the hell did they sensor the song.
Trust me.
Kids are clever now a days.
Even, AHEM, me!
They will with or without the song will cultivate the arts of vulgarism.
No internet still have CD stores.
The CD won't sensor songs.
No CD stores still got Dictionaries.
No Dictionaries still got Friends.
No friends still got parents.
No parents how can you even be born?
Orphan?
If you're an orphan you still will have vandalism.
No vandalism got art.
See there is various ways.
Just be open to it and everything will sound normal.
FUCK ME will sound like if you seek amy.
TRUST ME!
01. Who's the person who tagged you?
Jovell Wee Bee Teng

02. Relationship between you and him/her?
Friend.

03. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
Loud, Crazy, Sexy legs, Lovely Hair and Confirm ex-AH LIAN(hey! impressions whaat!)

04. If he/she become your enemy, you will?
I will commit a murder and put her body parts in different parts of my house and enjoy the decaying smell!

05. What will you say to the person you like very much?
I like you cause you're pretty?! (WTF! How should I know?)

06. A characteristic you like about yourself?
Cheerful!

07. A characteristic you hate about yourself?
My finger bends so much!

08. For the person whom you hate, you say?
OMG! There's something big in your skirt! Wait... It's your butt!

09. What do people feel about you?
They don't feel me literally... They just feel something about me...

10. Your crush?
Must I continue the sentence? Your(my) crush thinks you're(I'm) the man of her life! WOOHOO!

11. Most ideal person you wanna be?
I want to be Muhammad Isyak.. He's no one big though...

Pass this to 10 people : No way! I wanna change this!
10 fuck-tard shit-nog(don't worry guys.. its a compliment) :
01. Kelly
02. Mashita
03. Beverly
04. David
05. Jovell.
06. Siti.
07. Alin.
08. Miss Yeo.
09. Yuji.
10. My sister.

13. If Number 5 & 7 were together?
Jovell and Alin? You're kidding right? I guess I bless them.

15. What colour does Number 9 like?
Green? I don't know.

16. Say something to Number 8.
Love you so much! Astro me!

17. Who is Number 2 to you?
Nobody good... Just a bestfriend.

18. Talk about Number 3.
She is an arty-farty like me! I love her too.

19. Who is Number 10's Best-friend?
Tina!

20. Who's the sexiest among all 10?
Kelly! Because I love them chunky!

21. What colour does Number 4 like?
PINK!PINK!PINK!

22. Is Number 4 single?
WTF! Busybody!

23. Your relationship with Number 1?
Just a person I knew which turns out to be my bestfriend!

24. Are Number 5 & 6 Best-friend?
You WISH!

25. What's Number 9's Surname?
Kumagai? Md noor?

26. Number 7's Nickname?
I shall give her one... ALIN! Very original!

27. Say something to Number 4.
Don't worry! Be happy!

28. Say something to help Number 10?
I buy new CD ok?

29. Who does Number 1 admire?
Things that are GRANNY

30. Where does Number 1 live?
Bukit Panjang

31. Among 10 of them who do you like?
I like.... Eh! This question very tough.. Next!

32. Say something to 6 when you see him/her.
Thank you!
As usual...
On every birthday eve...
I get to read my letters and cards accumulated...
I was laughing(and coughing cause I'm damn sick) reading to it.
The birthday cards from people.
Reading it now.
I forgot who gave which.
Except for some I knew.
I recalled all those times.
Isyak the Geisha.
Isyak and the fan club.
Isyak the Matrep.
Isyak and Sentosa.
Many more..
Thank you for the memories through the letters and cards.
I really appreciate it.
I hope to collect some more this year!
Till tomorrow!



Sister went out.
So I have no one to crap around with.
I helped my sister style up and now she look like...
A REAL NIGHTMARE BEFORE CNY!!
Huahuahua!
Kidding!
Truth is she looks 100% better with the curls.
Oh my my!
I saw the make up she have..
I know it's not as much as the Ikan Bilis Girls.
But I think it's still a lot.
So I was alone.
Friends went out.
I am sick.
As usual.
Primary 6 - A few days before birthday MC high fever.
Secondary 1 - Same thing
Secondary 2 - Same thing
Secondary 3 - Same thing
Secondary 4 - Same thing
Secondary 5 - Not Applicable
Tertiary - Same thing
What the hell!
Dad gave me chocolates for an advance birthday gift.
Hahaha!
And guess what?
The chocolate bottle was already opened!
As usual he was JOKING!
I junked food inside me.
I feel a kg or 2 heavier.
It takes time for the worms to eat it up.
Watched The Notebook
For me its good but lame.
Kinda sweet but expected.
5.5 out of 10.
I've seen better movie.
Reviews cheated my feelings.

28 more days till....
Viewer discretion is advised
The post you are reading is very disturbing.
The negative side of me.

I am bad at everything I do.
At my workplace.
At my interview.
In my examination.
I kept disappointing myself.
Many people compare themselves to me.
And they go you are good.
But why do I actually think negatively of myself.
Everyone thinks I get everything I wanted.
But I don't.
The things I want is not the things you see me get.
It's beyond your control.
I am just feeling like the world is coming tumbling down upon me.
I am the worse ever.
I know god have a perfect plan for me.
But by letting me to undergo this pain and agony.
I don't think I can handle it.
Maybe I do but not right now.
I am very negative.
This is the emotionally disturbing moment of my life.
The interview for Visual Communication didn't go so well yesterday.
The interviewer is very straight forward.
But personally I do not know whether I could get in or not.
But my thought is GONE ALREADY!
I really hope I could get in!
Oh wells.
So I tried applying for Arts(Teaching) through MOE.
I hope I could get in too.
I really don't want to be school-less.
Today I went back to school again to return my O level artwork.
I hope the appeal goes well.

Karma is a bitch.
But to me karma is just another way to show that you are actually growing.
Harder, faster, better, stronger!
I hope karma don't get in my way too often.
I applied for a course in Temasek Polytechnic today.
And later today they called me to come down for an interview tomorrow.
Wish me luck.
I have been looking at my art result and wasn't happy with it.
I went back to school to confront Miss Yeo.
She too was disappointed with the results.
She expect As but no one got A.
The national percentage was 10.56% distinction.
Meaning out of 10 only 1 manage to get distinction.
The national percentage was 65% pass.
Meaning out of 10 only 6 manage to pass.
Sigh!
Now they are appealing for a review of our works.
I thank god for such dedicated teacher.
Her distinction streak was put to an end this year.
I hope and hope.
I hope some people get into Temasek Polytechnic.
Really do!
I have been having nightmares.
About the moment of truth; O level results release.
I shall now call it the Day of the Awakening.
The nightmare have always been me failing.
I woke having the feeling that I want to cry.
No! I should not cry in 2009!
At least not now.
It was so real.
I was breathing hard when I woke up.
You know, the time when you breath and choke at the same time.
I hope it's just a dream.
Mum always tell me that I will pass.
I think she just want to encourage me.
I can't wait for tomorrow.
I don't want tomorrow to come.
I want to know my results.
I want to skip tomorrow.
I do not know why.
But Britney's Words of Wisdom are always in my mind whenever O level is in the picture.
" Never to stop having the passion to dream."
Why? Why? Why?
I am fucking stress!
O level results is so much tougher to handle.
Comparing with the decision between Britney and Natalya!
I was so bored today.
So so bored!
I do not know why am I bored?
But I do know
But guys...
I have a confession.
I am happy because I have a crush on a girl.
I hope she feel the same way about me.
We've been friends since don't know when.
I hope she sees this.
I love you, NATALYA RUDAKOVA!
Hahaha!
Gotcha!
She is really damn pretty!
I need to learn how to speak RUSSIAN!


Supposedly, I was going to pay for my school fees.
But in the end I did not.
My parents forget to withdraw money.
So poor Kelly, David and Mashita.
Have to wait for me near the school bus stop.
Oh so sorry!
So we accompanied Mashita to buy her father present.
Seriously buying a male present is much more tougher than getting the female present.
I much prefer cards.
So sorry to David.
We didn't actually got him any gifts.
Very sorry.
Then lunch at Pizza Hut.
Saw Kelly behaving like Nabila.
She was staring at blank spaces and laughing to herself.
After all these lonely months she really have gotten looney up there.
CREEEEEEEEPY!
Then go Arab Street to take a look at stuff.
And went back to Peninsular.
Search for shoes and stuff.
Then go back to Marina have Dinosaur Shake.
Lame uh the drink.
But I love it.
My legs already start to ache.
And my wallet is already dry!
But still we went to Kino.
I wanna buy a lot of stuff!
That have to wait till I get my Laptop.
Then went back to Clementi buy Pizza for mother's birthday.
Dad bought cake already.
Celebrated at home ended.
Happy Birthday!


I passed my bar test!!
Whopee Goldberg!
So now I am officially a Barista.
News that Monday is the day to lookout for.
O level results.
I really hope I did well.
If not then take as a private candidate.
If not get through by portfolio.
Nothing much really happened today.
Just minor frustration and minor anger.
I thank god that I handle my anger well during bar test.
I almost burst!
Now my computer crashed and I am getting it rebooted.
I fucking need a Notebook.
I need a file for my posters as my Portfolio!
Wish us O level 2008 candidate LUCK!
You know miracle are sometimes wished and sometimes wished to avoid.
Like having having a friend coming back to life...
You may think its a blessed.
But somehow you wished that she rather stay in the coffin and remain dead.
Just when you think it's over, she made a come back.
Unlike Britney Spears, she is still not sober.
Just laugh everything off will I do.
Her aim is to make human beings miserable.
Sad old sack...
Don't grief about dead friends.
They're dead!
Go on.. Move on!
They ain't coming back.
Oh ya my bar test is postpone!
Can study more but...
The thing is my pay is next month.
BULL!!!
It's a very long day...
Started yesterday actually.
I was busy shooting for Unmacho-RE
With Haider, mission accomplish.
Love the camera, so I put him infront of it.
Waiting for him to send me the photos so that I could edit it.
Finished shooting by 1230am.
Went back home and slept at 3am.
Then wake up at 5am to go to work.
Fucking stress uh today.
Very pressurizing.
Nevertheless, Joy was indeed a JOY.
Tomorrow going to learn some more new tips and tricks from Shah.
I need to get better!
Fuck sia.
Then went to meet Kelly and Shita at PS.
Watched Bedtime Stories.
Kind of a fairy tale in real life.
But I do agree when they say...
There are no happy ending in reality.
Well its from a sad sack point of view..
David didn't appear today.

Before I forget!
Happy First School Day!
How dumb...
I never add in my course people in the collage!
My new resolution is hope for a smooth year and to accept things as it is!
Very deep isn't it?
Things happen because it happens!
Before I go deeper, Happy New Year and Happy School Day Eve!

As we bid farewell to 2008...
We will not forget the moments.
I look forward to 2009.
What the future brings is like an unpredictable movie.
Its unpredictable..