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I am so bored today.
Got ready my house.
I am going to move to Tampines soon to live with Auntie.
I do not know if I should be happy or not.
A bit of both aye.
I cleared my wardrobe and saw my all stuff.
Those childish neoprints and those printed photograph just brings back a bundle of memories.
I know I do not regret those times.
But I sure am happy still now.
I feel so old right now.
Next event is Hip Hop Boot Camp.
So I need to work on my moves and check ya out later.
Peace up A Town.
Get ya freak on.
Yaw mean!
HAHAHA!
Macam faham.
Finally!
My job as an ALO is over for Momentum 09.
Had an experience ALO-ing.
Working with SAJC, Hip Hop IG and Indian Cultural Group.
Had fun back and off stage.
It was tiring but worth the experience.
The old and haggard stop scolding.
Thank you.
There is so much to write about but I'm lost for words.
I saw leprecons makeup artists.
Typical choreographers.
They're all fun to work with.
For once I love doing favors for people.
Like
Choreographer:
"Can you tell me how many minutes for us to be on stage?"
Me to Walkie:
"Shark to Whoever, What performance is it now?"
Walkie to me:
"It is abc performance."
Estimate time for their performance to be up.
Me to Choreographer:
"About xyz minutes."
I feel so cool.
Like VSFS!
The hustle and bustle.
Now till Ignite.
I'm sorry guys I did not turn up today.
But at least I came for UT today!
-DOES NOT MATTER DUMB FUCK!
Science seems to be slurpy like smoothies.
But I would not be surprise if I fail
I would be surprise if I get A!
Never the less.
I am having an exceptionally good time in CAPS.
Despite the old and haggard women whose breasts sags like ship's anchor being dragged through the sea route.
She definitely sucks.
Complain this complain that.
Such a sad sack.
I made friends with the various IGs and SAJC people.
More updates on that tomorrow hopefully with pictures.
I am with my walkie and Lanyard.
How cool is that.
Hope your boobs detach from your body so I can soccer with it.
One time I'm happy...
One time I'm pissed...
Tell me how this happened?
But totally enjoy communication today.
Got to do what I like to do.
My advertisement was not my best
But still I felt that I have learn something uh!
EMP meeting sucked.
I do not understand why the judges are so relaxed with the other interviewees.
When comes to me there put on this serious face that I will always get.
When I go for first impressions.
It really pisses me off.
Its like what makes me different from the others?
Why treat me so differently?
The thing is I cannot make up my mind.
Is it good or bad?
The feeling that you think you know, but there is so little evidence to support your reasons.
Oh and for those who thinks that photoshopping is easy.
You should get your hands dirty on it.
It takes practice.
It is not a robot software that you just describe the look you want to have on that blank canvas and they automatically sense your desire and satisfy it.
You have to know the functions, the use of layers and of course have an aim on what to do.
I made this advertisement
Not my best though.
Can be better

I am fuper busy with my fucking IGs.
Today got CAPS!-backstaging
Tomorrow got CAPS and EMP interview.
Waiting for things to fill up Wednesday.
Thursday got full dress rehearsal for Momentum 09 BACKSTAGE!
Friday and Saturday is Momentum 09!
Egg-cited! I am the ALO!
Hope I never screw up.
I am with Mai!
Still figuring up what race is she.
I am apparently left with Wednesday and Saturday to spare.
My schedule for the June holidays are already planned.
Probably going to go back school for Hip Hop Camp and EMP Camp.
I was feeling vomit today!
Everything I do I felt like puking.
But did not.
No, not morning sickness.
I am still unwell.
But did not appear to be.
Because....
I am strong!

I made my first music with Mixcraft.
I know it's not original.
I am still a noob.
Oh ya!
If you are listening to the record, Please mind my OH! NOT SO BEAUTIFUL SINGING VOICE!
I seriously got diarrhea and mild fever.
And the room is polluted with my fart gas.
Smelling GOOD!
Probably destroyed my breathings!
EXCUSES!
I have to go school tomorrow despite my state!
It is not that bad.
Tomorrow got UT!
Damn!
Need to study.

Oh ya and the lyrics to the lame song!
Song Making Music- Shark
I am just a guy
Just trying to find my luck
In music life
Just wanna have a go
With this machine
Well sometimes its a Fucked
But most times it can be a
Fucking good machine
That never ever stop
Creating songs
That sometimes probably maybe
I would know
I could tell
That this is how you gonna love me

We are back again
To singing making fools
Of ourselves
That you surely do not dare
I would know
I could tell
That this is how you gonna love me
And now you’re probably there
Listen to the song
I wrote about
I hope you fell in love
With this whole song
So that you’ll die
And probably
Loving part of
Me and you
We have never met before
So many songs
Researched for tutorials to make music.
Got my virtual DJ to mash up songs.
Kind of getting the hang of it.
I am also down we a mild fever.
Was wondering when can I start doodling and photographing again!
It has been ages!
Oh!
And reminder to Sims lovers!
Iluma Bugis is holding a grand opening on 2nd of June.
I am going to be the first to get the freaking Sims 3 and Sims logo t-shirt!
Paulina got fired and ANTM hired me to be in the panel of judges.
Catch me in X-men Origins- Magneto!
I am going to be a part of it....
NOT!
I am so random!
Damn bored and my fever is getting on my brain nerves which can cause...
Insanity!
Not that I am not insane.
But imagine me being insaner.
World domination!
I saw my apple again!
I mean not like she's mine but yeah!
It was a good feeling.
She is in EMP too.
I am cranky and making fun of the Math's facilitator.
She is pregnant with a girl.
DOOT! DOOT! DOOT!
Stupid ugly face woman!
Gave ourselves names.
I cannot believe they gave me Fatimah instead of some Macho name.
Hey come on guys!
You can do better!
Maybe Ali or Mahmood!
Hahaha!
In the end...
Fatin became Bedah as usual!
Michelle became Petom!
Katy become Peh AH!
And Hui Tin secret name is Leha!
Does not suit her!
But who cares.
Had fun time bullying the Facilitator who gave me straight Cs with 1 B.
Serve you right.
I hope your husband play soccer with your big fat stomach!
So I skipped school again today!
Its science today.
Like why in the fucking hell should I learn science?
Drill all those management backsides uh!
I woke up for school at 6 but went back to sleep.
Cause I felt like skipping.
My sister also skipped work.
So we went to Chinatown to look for arty farty stuff.
I want to buy beads to put on my laptop.
Maybe next semester.
I want to make it look FUTURISTIC.
Should I add lights?
So we can party in class?
Prisms, circles and squares!
WHUT!
Lovely ladies.....
By that I mean shapes.
They all look so pretty!
When to eat sushi.
Finally get to eat my CHAWANMUSHI!
I seriously need to save my money.
But my big stomach loves food!
How?
I cannot gain weight what do I care!
Great Singapore Sale starts officially tomorrow.
And Kris Allen became Idol 2009!
Atiqah! You've got your wish!
Getting skinnier each day.
Soon I can even hide behind the bamboo pole.
Today was an okay day for me.
Silly webcam in class.
Webcam my first UT expressions.
Today I only ate 2 Teriyaki Pau and a Club Sandwich.
Yes from morning to night.
Only 3 things!
AMAZING!
I am going to have a big feast tomorrow.
Everything feel so out of place.
Kind of pissed off.
Say whatever you want...
I like girls looking like BJD or Massacre Doll!
They're so mysterious looking and urgh!
If only! If only!
I saw that blonde girl again!
She should not have paint her fringe purple.
She was looking like BJD before.
Anyway!
I was lazy typing RJ
And at the end I got carried away and end up essaying till the end.
Today was Ok...
At least he is reasonable.
He actually wants a lot of things inside.
And I repeatedly No
Not like harshly NO!
Its a beat around the bush NO!
What the hell.
I think I wanna make those BJD!
I REALLY DO!
But the materials damn EXPENSIVE!
Why can't everything be free for me?

Am so bored!
Webcam fun myself...
Maybe I should put on msn PM.
Hey! Watch me on web cam....
HAHAHA!
Hate those people with virus!
Went out to help at Parents shop.
Was such a bore.
So ended up going to City Hall!
In search of Siti's present.
Search high and low.
Ended up in a shoe shop AGAIN!
With sale AGAIN!
My pocket is running empty.
I so needed to buy one.
But looking at my cash....
I have to prioritize.
My shoes or Siti's present?
AND......
Guess I bought whose shoes?
It is also a steal uh!
LIKE DAMN!
I told you I got good deals!
Live it or fuck it!
In fashion, one day you're in.
Next day you're OUT!
I think its a cliche here that if a person looks fashionable
Everyone will follow
Its like a statement.
A statement that everyone will tend to use.
So my eyes have caught certain things.
So I am back to black.
I do not one to be a cliche
Things have been happening these few days.
Weird things.
But today,
Was super annoying.
I kept getting calls from an UNKNOWN.
Pick up, hang up, pick up, hang up.
Shopped for awhile in town.
Then, went home after.
I am back to black.

Got the Adidas shoes from Yuji!
I have to wait fucking 35 minutes for it.
But it is worth it for a steal!
Whopping $40!
So people do not get cranky!
I usually get good deals.
I hope this good fortune goes on.
1st time concession my Rp Pass.
I thought it would be more expensive but it is not.
Can save my money!
So today module sucked big time.
Iris and Tricia!
We needed you.
The topic was darn easy.
But we were short handed!
I want to get my $300 back!
I need to buy my Fisheye 2!
I think I need to patch my eye and tear my clothes(hey it look sexy right?)
And beg for money!
URGHHHHH!
I feel so Blonde today!
Not because of my highlights that is.
Or maybe it is going to my brains.
I wanted to cash in my cheque.
I was queuing at POSB!
When I should be at DBS!
ARGHHHHH!
Then when I got to DBS.
It's already close.
FUCK!
I uninstalled my Photoshop!
Currently waiting for CS4!
DOOMSDAY!
NO PHOTOSHOP!
Never thought it would be this bad!
I loser-ly have dinner alone because nobody was at home.
Not counting the ENORMOUS ONE!
I really would love to watch him strive for success.
Not that he could.
That is the whole point!
I love watching him failing!

I skipped school today.
Kind of lazy.
Besides, though I am getting my pay today.
Which obviously they cheated on me.
People out there, do not work at my working place.
They are a scam.
They do not appreciate your hardwork.
They suck your money if you are late.
Even with valid reason and hard proofs.
No bonuses, no overtime pay, nothing!
Leave before 3 months, pay $150.
Promise you things that will never come true.
So I am officially out by tomorrow.
About my pay.
I think they purposely wrote our names wrongly.
Like 4 of us had our names wrongly spelt.
Last Friday they forget to bank in.
I bet there is little amount in the account uh.
Like the boss overuse it.
So me and some other people were Guinnea pigs.
I hate being fooled.
I think I need to write to forum.
By the way.
I got through to the next audition for Hip Hop IG.
Do not know whether should be celebrating naked about it or not.
But oh wells.
I thought I never got through.

Does everyone by the name of Christian have such creative side?
I mean looking at it at a point where Christian Dior is a French Fashion Designer who died early.
Christian Siriano is another Fashion Designer but American.
Christian Lacroix is the other French Fashion Designer.
Incredibly, today museum trip was so much fun.
Especially the Christian Lacroix exhibition gallery.
Go check it out.
It's $8 only.
I got his mini book.
Seriously, the way he designs is so much like what I designed for my O levels.
Self-praised I know.
It is very Haute Couture.
Besides the Haute Couture dresses, I actually like the toned down Cocktail dresses.
Its an experience!
LJS-ed with my friends.
Marg is a poor thing.
I wish her all the best.
I think I would not understand the whole trip if my friends were not there.
Not like they explained.
But they are a curious bunch so I can curious together.
Math was a bit sigh of relief today.
Kind of manageable.
As usual, I am going to vomit in your face.
Well not literally.
But yes disgustingly.
Well I went to collect my pay today.
And fuck the company!
They forget to bank in the money.
Go stuff your heads in your belly buttons uh!
Fuck ass HELL!
Like you when you want things done we get it done.
Now when we want things done you dilly dally!
Seriously you need to hide your face.
By the way I am going to the museum tomorrow!
School thing!
I do not understand why am I marked late on science lesson.
I was held up by the fucking queue god damn!
Then like that I get C uh!
Chicken NUGGETS!
I am going to complain and email her man.
Bitch fit!
I am going to write a letter.
Sent!
Stuff it in your nose.
And let it bleed!

Seriously, I felt that today I am super bossy!
It is just because that I do not want to get C again.
I know we all don't but the thing is....
I can tell you do not like me to talk.
Tell you what.
Lets do a deal.
I will suggest when asked okay?
That is it.
Deal is closed.

So today I auditioned.
Though I know I sucked.
I had tons of fun.
Confirm never get selected.
And I hate those people who acts they are good.
Reality check.
Go video cam yourself dancing.
Big talker uh!
How I hate them.
Put your money where your mouth is.
Walk the talk!



It pains me when I am so worked up over school
Can't school be as fun as the first week
Why do some people change?
I am uncomfortable
But good thing today I can do what I am happy with!
PHOTOSHOP!!!
I am crazy over it.€
Did poster and stuff.
Though it is not relevant.
I still love it!
Good Job SHARK!
YOU ROCK!
UNLIKE PORK!
I am spooked
I slept and woke up
Did something woke me up?
Gasping for air.
Trying to speak.
Heard my voice.
They don't seem to hear.
My opinions do not matter.
I hate this feeling.
Worthless.
I am productive for all I care.

I could not help it but to say I told you so.
First is I told them about the main stress.
You do not listen.
I told you about evidences.
You do not listen.
So I listened to you.
Guess what happens?
Out of point!
It could have been a good show.
But you were busy fucking your own thoughts.
Today pass so let just leave it.
I swear if this happens again I stuff my fist to your ass and pull your intestines out.
I would wear gloves of course....

Curses to the middle aged and seniors.
Who says that youth never clean up after their mess.
We clean up yea!
Only not in those restaurant that cleans for us.
Oh! I prefer those fancy place.
Anyhow, I hate those employees who complains that they have to clean after.
Like what are you saying?
It's your duty.
Unless the consumer makes a hell out of mess that you have to clean after.
Especially those parents who got very minimal disciplined kids.
Please clean the floor for them.
You are not dogs that we have to clean after.
Anyway.
Laze my day to watching OBSESSED!
1st time watching Beyonce throw some punches.
But I still prefer Angelina Jolie.

Watched X-men today.
Quite okay uh.
Was hoping for many mutants.
It was so little mutants.
Like what the hell.
Met Ash to have lunch with her.
She was on break.
Met Hui Xian and Rafi.
So I am making a band of people to follow me on my resignation.
Me, Hui Xian, Shi Yun, Rafi and who else?
Ash is not resigning yet
I wonder why.
Anyway.
I already miss her.
It is going to be harder soon.
Just friends.
Went back to Parent shop.
Chill awhile till my eye got irritated.
Then packet Briyani from there.
After my Mac meal I have Biryani.
What for care like I can get fat.
Most to most get disease.
Fuck no man!
Wake up late!
Woohoo!
Thought of getting a haircut but too bad, I changed my mind.
Thought of watching X-men but too bad, I changed my mind.
Thought of ordering pizza, maybe later.
I signed up for Electronic Music Production.
I hope can get in.
Though only have background on music editing and mixing.
Whatever.
If never get in.
I also signed up for Campus Art Production...
Backstage Crew uh.
Lightings, Ushers, Marketing, FX and what not.
Hope to chill there.
Should I get ice-cream?
Fucking hungry.
Feel like eating my own shit now...
Maybe I'll eat my cat's?