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I got a feeling.
Changes of this year will be signs of the near future.
Today it is strangely dark from morning to evening.
Yes it drizzles.
But only for a split second.
The haze got thicker this year.
I can feel the short breath as I breathe the thick hazy air.
I doubt anyone will believe me.
But as a believer of the day of resurrection or the day of judgment.
I know the day of my final assessment will come.
But maybe not too soon.
A few years or one more generation.
Waiting for the perfect signs.
I know for sure.
These changes may not be major this year.
Just a slight one.
Somehow, I have difficulty in assuring the prediction of Tsunami in Singapore.
Just to be safe, I will keep off beach grounds.
And stay with my love ones.
Especially my friends.
Who knows we will die.
At least I will die not regretting.
I hope to see a brighter sky tomorrow or a fine Tuesday morning.
I do not fear death.
Nor do I want it to come forth.
Nor do I want it to go
Any last words?
Pardon me for the unusual stuff.
Death is a great deal.
Only if she is waiting.
Virgins! I am coming don't you worry!
So I got read by Tarot Cards.
It was quite fun.
Realizing the negative energy that circulates me.
So I made summary of my Tarot Readings.

Overview: Must be prudent to have an open mind, filled with opportunity

Career and work (Upside Down of The World card):
Not favourable to success, not a good period to find a job

Friendship (Upright of Judgement card):
Good opportunity to clear differences.

Dreams and Projects (Upright of The Sun card):
Good opportunity to get involved in the dimension of your dreams and desires source from imagination and contacts.

Personal Concerns (Upright of The Moon card):
Make full use of opportunity.

Transitory Changes (Upside down of Strength card):
Fight for position, avoid misunderstandings and do not get involved in problems related to the disease of a relative.

The Present (Upright of The Devil Card):
Have an open mind.

Love (Upright of Hanged Man):
Not having an ideal girlfriend now. Have a high chance in meeting another. Girlfriend may cause complications in life.

Economic Situation (Upside down of The Magician card):
Have to try to spend moderately.

Health (Upright of Temperance card):
Relax, as I am experiencing period of balance, harmony and peace of body and mind.

Communication and Trips (Upright of High Priestess card):
Use my heart to communicate and use reasoning (but be careful as it may cause a trip)

Pleasures and Ambitious (Upright of Empress card):
Good time for sex.

Family and Friends (Upright of The Hermit card):
Try to preserve the moments of privacy and distance within your family

I tried some other readings and saw the various coincidence.
But there is no contradictions.
There is a repetition in The moon and The devil card in many readings.
I also find that the Hermit card is really what I am trying to do.
Being alone.
Discover the undiscovered.
Undiscover the discovered.
You probably find this post boring but to me.
It means a lot.
Maybe it help me see a light 6 feet below.
Michel Jackson Dancing and singing Last night
I did my maths module fast today so that I can go walk walk alone.
I need some alone time now.
Not that H1n1 is stopping communal activity.
Not that I am at the menopause stage.
But just that I need some alone time.
To enjoy being alone.
Or rather to be free.
Maths module is a brisk.
I love probability.
Anyway, I was shocked that another person approached me.
Sigh!
I think they are weird people.
But if they are real, I can get money.
Or rather, I have to invest on myself.
No! Not that I follow her, she give me money kind.
But lets just say...
We will see.
Got a haircut.
I am loving this short hair.
Going to keep it this year.
Till a new year starts.
Its a new me.
Fuck it Douche!
Oh ya!
MJ died.
One less Great Icon of the World left the building.
Everyone is dying.
I wonder when is my turn.
Will there be people during my burial?
Of course there are.
People who are there would be laughing and praising god for my death!

My sister is officially 22 today.
She is going to leave me next year.
So this year would be the best.
I love you more than I love my blood!
Anyway.
Today is the first day of my e-learning.
Damn was it hard.
We got no clue at all.
Dig your ass uh!
Faci set up her MSM!
Yes not MSN but MSM!
The funny thing is....
When she got into msn.
She forgot to publish the problem.
So we ended up being a democrat.
And at another conversation, we are a republican.
Bitching about her.
Humans cannot live without judging or pointing out mistakes.
But it is fun...
Me, Ming, Quin and Seok Oovoo just now.
I think I must bathe before starting.
Or else like just now...
3:30pm then I bathe.
Bloody hell!
Nevertheless, Tampines auntie made my day!
She thought I am secondary 3!
OH Thank you auntie.
I hope she did it without knowing.
If she did it when she know I am 17.
Confirm she never get laid for a year.
Slip of the fingers.
Not going to delete it.
I am not going to......
I leave the rest to your imagination.

Did not talk to her as much today.
Kind of childish to think that way.
At least I do feel that way.
I feel so disgusted when I am around her.
But she just followed her emotions and just let things be without reflecting the reason behind it.
Reached school.
Where the fun part begins.
We started off as usual.
Then we have fire drill!
In a scenario of real fire breakout.
I will be the happiest one.
Because everyone will be burnt alive right before my eyes.
Nevertheless, I will burn too.
When we heard the alarm when off.
We were still laughing and researching away.
Until there was an announcement to evacuate.
Which by then we were arguing go with laptop or without.
Then we packed our laptop.
Then we realised its a drill there is no need to bring it down.
So we went down.
Took photos of the incident.
But too bad I switched handphone.
Then we realised, that no one is in class to safeguard our belongings.
Seriously we were having a ball of a time complaining about weather and talk shit!
ZZ when missing.
Ended up he is in class.
Chilling....
I do not want to know what he does alone in that room...
Hmmmm... Imagination runs wild!
Anyhow, went home when it is drizzling.
Having Queen complaining his "wetness"
Having Queen repeatedly stating he is getting "wet"
Having Queen to emphasise that he is getting "wetter"
Good thing my mind is stage 1 or pervy.
Queen is already at level 10.
I wonder who else.
Like what the geog students like to say.
Quiet but DANGEROUS!
Like a pedophile.
And..... Brace yourself...
School is suspended until 1st July.
Lesson will be conducted through e-learning...
So today I was quite stressing.
Started the day with a big bang.
You know.
You cannot hate this person although you feel suffocated and irritated.
I want to help realise that I am 17 no longer 9 year old.
I can walk, run, dance.
Which probably you cannot.
And complain for your disability to do so.
I fucking wasted yesterday.
Entertaining anyone will be the last thing on the back of my mind.
But to putting yourself first is like rape!
You want pleasure for yourself.
Please do not put anyone in this picture.
You have a hand.
Go play with yourself.
What I am saying is.
Your desire can be held up.
Just the way you want to get it.
Do you want to be selfish.
Or do you want to be self-sufficient.

Besides this.
School makes me forget this worries.
Or knot in my mind.
Problem statement keep my mind busy.
Others' stupid acts.
Entertain my mind.
Hip hop was tiring and fun.
Because got Farah, Mint, Sanjit and Ash!
They keep me fueled up!

I know...
Its like finally!
Everyone can stop riding that horse and brace themselves now.
Because Shark is back.
I would not say better than ever.
But lets just he's BACK!
Back blogging.
Nothing major happened today.
Just that school have 2 suspected cases of H1N1.
The classes were canceled because of that.
They came to school and have to go home or rather.
Check themselves for any symptoms.
Uncle Quaker!
Team mates says I got some rare disease...
Something to do with the brain.
Nevertheless.
I think my brain is a marble.
I can hear it rolling like pinball.
If that makes sense.
A lot of major happenings in the recent days of update-less.
But I only can show you my Allison Harvard inspired artwork.
Yes its up there, LOSER-ARSES!
The Earth is Indeed flat.
As flat as.......................
I have never felt living like an east sider before.
Today's my first.
I wake up too early.
Obviously reached school too early.
Ended up simming my way till lesson started.
I am super blur nowadays.
Hip hop IG was fun.
Super fun.
I love my aching thigh!
I love the pain man!
And sorry Kelly for not visiting you.
Can seee all the Mats at the void deck good thing no GUITAR!

1st day of the school term just started again.
I feel so god permits lazy.
I think today was not 1st day material project
Guess what it's only the beginning.
Tomorrow more activities.
So I am moving to Tampines from today onwards.
I am currently known as an East Sider.
Probably going to party or commit suicide now.
I am so fucking sleepy.
I need a rest.
I think I'll visit Kelly tomorrow.
If I have the time.
Ok?
Felt like shopping again.
But no cash.
I just feel like saying this.
Before you blame me.
Have you blame yourself?

When for my cousin's engagement.
I find that he would be a better brother than my brother.
I hate to use MY.
AHH!!!!
Anyway.
I wonder why I have Makcik Avon.
Like!
AHHH!!!!
AVON!!!
I feel like flinging the kids in the air and never catch them!
Cause they're so god damn adorable.
Or maybe I should bang their heads on the wall.
Speaking of heads.
They printed pictures on the cake.
I thought of eating the heads.
But then have to go home.
Besides.
It have no strawberry fillings.
If have I can imagine I am really eating a person head.
With blood oozing.
Yummy!
And no!
I have no issues.
I just love the art of BLOOD and MASSACRE!
LYAO with this.
Megan Fox also have hitch hikers thumb, aka club thumb.
Same like me.
Going for job briefing at 12pm
Going to work at 5pm.
Going home at 11pm.
Tomorrow: Cousin's engagement.
Have to take photos!
I love it.
Busy life means you're mainly.
BUSY!
It makes me feel untouchable and
Sometimes SAD!
But it shows that I know what I'm doing with my life.

More updates.
SGC have been bombed with thousands of protest.
I felt hurt.
It actually says that they have chosen wrong people for the IG.
When out with my sis to get items for guestbook.
Like seriously it is gonna look super exotic and bitchy.
I mean, who theme it that way for their wedding?
I am just saying.
No, its not my sister's guestbook.
We're just doing this for someone as a favor.
Yes, I know comments to my self.
Shall zip it before anymore word vomit.
Cause by then readers will throw bombs at this blog.
And soon I have to change the link.
We do not want that to happen right?
Or do you?
Whatever it is.
Followed sister to buy dresses.
I am in search for any dickies bermudas, baggy sweatpants.
I need to get gears for my hip hop.
Like seriously.
Who only have 3 sets of attire for practices?
Besides me of course.
Ok.
I think I shall go for trip in Song & Song.
Cheap!
HAHA!
Anyways.
I will show you how the guestbook turn up when we finished it.
I have one very big news to announce.
I am officially a member of Hip Hop IG, Style Groovaz Crew
Happy like Fuck!
It means that I got through the boot camp.
I made it!
Finally!
From never registering for first audition.
To thinking twice about going to the boot camp.
To having tough time with team mates.
Wahh!
Good thing I go.
I am going to freak freak to the beat.
DAMN HAPPY!
Just yesterday I thought I did badly for 2nd Audition.
But in the end.
Never!
Thank you.
I was so happy that I did this.


Watched UP today.
Sort of reminded me of Monsters vs Aliens.
Maybe its because of the cartoon.
And I must say its the the movie really moved me.
No, not like move me to another seat.
But moved me as in inspire me.
Its so cool what people can do with will power.
As usual, animated movies are not that good comparing to normal movies.
But this one is one of the best if you are looking for more serious, lesser jokes.
That's what I did today.
Ok....
So I went to Hip Hop IG Blog and gathered 4 good pictures of me.
Hehehe!
I took the video of me dancing.
AHH!!!
I life my head in the end.
WTFWTFWTF!
AHH!
I totally screwed myself.
Bye bye Hip Hop IG!


I tried finger tutting today.
Actually I wanted to learn something new everyday during this holiday.
So I ended up learning finger tutting today.
Nothing much happens.
Just waiting for time for me to move to aunt house.
Sims is still alive for me.
Nothing much to blog about.
So you've just wasted your time reading this post.
As a thank you gift you can see my face in the video.
It's my first tutting video.

Went out with my RP Classmates.
I dilly dallied my way there cause I hate to wait for latecomers.
Hehehe!
Anyhow.
We wanted to watch up which scheduled to be released on 4th June.
But in the end did not.
Ended up watching Monsters vs Aliens.
AGAIN!
Since everyone have not watched it, why not.
I know that it is a Lame show.
I told you so!
Before movie starts we went KFC for our Lunch actually BRUNCH uh.
Then start the narcist stuff.
Good thing we never lost track of time.
It seems endless FUN!
Too bad my blog is not a big WEBSITE.
If not can put all the photos.
Caught the LAME movie.
And just went for dinner at this bad place.
Food was Okay.
But service was.
BRAINLESS!
I tell you uh!
Damn BRAINLESS uh!
Not me but the waitresses or management.
BRRR!
Nevermind.
Then went home and.............
SIM-ed All the way!
P.S.
Jian You bang his head on a transparent plastic window.
LOLOL!
Best part is.
He was touching the transparent part.
And not forgetting the THUD!
HAHAHA!
Everyone turned.
Sorry Jian You!
I have to remember this.


Many stuff had happened that opened my eye about Hip Hop Dancers.
I may not have any skills like most of them.
But I do have the will and passion for it.
That is why I am there for 2 days straight.
First of all.
Exposing myself to the Female interpretation Choreography Hip Hop..
I was not expecting that to happen.
But I still kept an open mind to dancing like Beyonce.
By the way, we are supposed to dance to Beggin'-Madcon and Labels or Love.
Obviously, we need that saucy flavor for our Labels or Love.
I really wanted to B-boy so much.
But I understand it requires much training.
But I know that is my forte.
I want to learn power moves.
But too bad.
For the choreographing part.
I let the better ones lead me in choreographing the steps.
Besides, if I were to contribute, it would not matter.
Nevertheless, they were fed up with me cause I did not understand some part.
It is because, they always talk among themselves.
Very annoying.
Then when I never get what they say.
They talk to me as though I am stupid.
So, I acted stupid all the way.
Until the performance.
HEHEHEHE!
I acted like a noob.
Through CAPS I also know the various Hip Hop IG members.
Some were pretending to be freshies and so that they can spy on the members.
I knew from the beginning.
They join for choreographing and stuff.
And left half way through.
I am still bump.
Like did I join the right IG?
I obviously do not think I made it through.
If I never make it through, I still got many options elsewhere.
I feel worthless.
I feel fucked up.
But I did not regret.
Cause I B-boyed.

Currently I am stopping myself into getting really addicted to Sims 3.
I have to time myself and manage time for reality and virtual life.
I am sunk in the game.
I can literally look like that idiot up there.
So now my sims life is all in a video for everyone to see.
And today it reminded me of our class dictionary.
Hilucated: Highly educated.
Microsoft food: Microwaved food.
Aiyaiyai.
By the way.
Tomorrow I am having Hip Hop Boot Camp.
Hope can get in after the final boot.
So for my real life, I have my daily dosage of news.
Wondergirls is opening the JOBROS U.S tour!
Yes JOBROS= JONAH BROTHERS!
Fuck man!
And did you see the So Hot MV?
I am speechless.
Some more JOBROS!
URGH!
Nevermind that!
Paris spending way more than her credit card can chew.
HAHA!
According to The Globe, Paris and Doug spent a day stocking up on pillows, towels, sheets, toothbrushes, and other household must-haves for their new rented mansion in the Hollywood Hills late last month.
The couple had reportedly filled eight shopping carts with new items for their home by the time they finally made it to the checkout.
Unfortunately, neither celeb had enough cash and credit between them to cover the $7,000 bill!
HAHA!
That's not all!
She ended up paying half on the day.
And the other half the day after!
Heiress....
I lazed in this house.
Never go out.
Just eat and eat.
Hoping to gain weight.
The problem is I cannot.
BRRRR.....
Enjoy the video.


Lazing at home turn ten notch better when there is Sims 3.
Now Shark is already engaged to Pauline.
I am now a famous guy.
Some likes me.
Some hates me.
He is totally like me!
I love sims 3!
But it says here that I love pink.
Which is not true.
I tried many times but I cannot fall in love with pink.
Peach yes. But not Pink!
Pauline and I are work colleagues.
Ended up falling in love with each other.
But the twist is Pauline is already engaged to another guy.
Being a bastard I am.
I brainwashed her into sticking with me.
Now that guy is my enemy.
And She kicked him out of the house!
WOOHOO!
So me and my fiancee is working out to get in best shape for our wedding.
We are going to hold the wedding of the year!
I feel like a rockstar

Real world.
I watched Epilog again.
It is featured on facebook.
Now I see flaws.
Like good storyline okay production.
Maybe they have minimal budget or limited state of the art machines.
I am going to go be healthy.
But I scared to lose weight.
Nevermind.
Indulge on food.
And exercise!
I am back to reality after Sim-ing my way to the top of the job.
Actually not the top but near to it.
Not important.
My sim is currently a lyricist.
Earning 97 Simoleons an hour.
I have to make performances and train my guitar skill.
I want to get promoted.
Currently I am playing in Central Park earning tips.
I never use CHEAT!
And my house does not have a television.

So as promised, I have pictures.
Unfortunately not of my sims but my beloved ARE PEE Knuckleheads.
I was going through the pictures and this is what I found out.
Someone likes to stick their tongue out.
Someone likes to be a model.
Someone likes to have a buffed body.
Someone likes to be "AHHHHH" Glamorous.
Take your pick.
I am back to sims.

As much as I do not want the post to be a picture spam...
It turns out to be.
More picture tomorrow.
Damn wasted already.
I tasted apple juice that made me feel drunk.
NOOB!
Maybe bloated.

First and foremost.
I ended up in the party not realising how long the queue is.
Cannot find the end.
End up bribe one boy to queue for me with my $10.
I need the that sims 3 tshirt.
Anyway.
Got it.
Thanks to this MAT!

Then we went Haji Lane on window shopping spree.
Found things that we all like.
Ate a whole lot today.
Went LONG JOHN!
For lunch.
Turkish restaurant in search for desserts.
But ended up drinking that DRUNKARD APPLE JUICE!
Then went to some weird Cafe in a retail shop and had the desserts there.
I had brownie with macadamia ice cream with no WHIP CREAM!
I hate whipped cream.
Blurgh!
But it is nice though.
Then took some weird random shots.
More pictures tomorrow.
I am excited for SIMS 3!
Will update on the party.
But lets tone down for a second.
Air France Plane has been missing.
Bermuda triangle?
Terrorist hijacked?
Got lost?
Or maybe Plane Crashed.
The plane have been missing.
Supposed to reach Paris but did not.
Saddening right.....
If anyone seen it in the sky please notify the FBI or whatever.
Because the plane cost millions of dollars.
But seriously I pity the passenger.
And the family.
They do not know where they are.

I am absolutely excited for tomorrow launch party.
My ARE PEE Knuckle heads are tagging along.
Just for me and Quin.
I do not know if The Majesty is getting his copy but I sure am getting mine.
I bet pre-order cards prices will raise at the event tomorrow.
As everywhere will stop selling.
So those who have not gotten yours.
Start glooming or start ebaying now.
P.S. Downloading is illegal.
HAHAHA!
I mean you can download but the chances of the crack not working as good as the disc is exceptionally high.
I mean if you want to download. The performance is not perfect.
I am so happy not only because I got my pre-order card.
But because of someone is also using VDJ in shopping mall to DJ!
WAHAHAHA!
Hilarious.
What could have made it more hilarious is this footage.
She dropped her trophy.
Ran for it like any humans would.
And ran back to the microphone because time for the thank you speech is ticking.
Truly am a BELLA at heart.