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I Am Not Dead Yet
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 at 11:28 PM

I think I am suffering from Bipolar Disorder
Our emotions are something that we cannot have control of
Even if we can
It keeps coming back haunting
I have mood swings
I feel depress
Even though I know everything in my life is fine
Once I thought I have control of my life
Now
I wait for every individual
To predict my life
I want to feel free
Like how I felt when I bungee
Feeling almost suicidal
Almost free
I am depressed
Only time will heal this sorrow
These sorrows that came
Without reasons
Without me understanding the cause
Doctor Doctor
Please
Would you prescribe me something
On hiatus
Sunday, September 13, 2009 at 11:25 PM
Sorry motherfuckers
I have to get some air
Hello!
Saturday, September 12, 2009 at 12:40 AM
The song sounds hilariously genius about the gays
I am super exhausted with all the breaking and hip hop
I need to blast the speakers
And free myself
Dancing to a choreography
Is like trying to lift your hand when it is tied
I need freedom
Life do not suck
For your information
In my absolute opinion
Life do not suck
It is them who made it suck
Get control over your life
But not too much
Or else you will not be trusting nature
Get a grip
Get over it
Feminine
Friday, September 11, 2009 at 1:10 AM
Going crazy
Going insane
Going berserk
Hopefully not
I am not disclosing my new project
I am doing something fresh
Something about news
I am no pro
But it is worth to try
I just need to rest nowadays
Too much thoughts will just make my mind explode
My verbs are too shallow
The feeling sucks when you have no words to think about
As you are too damn tired of being busy
Just so you would not be home
Nam Myoho Renge Kyo
Thursday, September 10, 2009 at 1:35 AM
Putting our heart and soul to something can be ultra tiring
If the odds are against you
The strongest one
The weakest one
Despite exerting the most effort
There is no way that we can move
If everyone is a cemented on the floor
I could concentrate
I could go with you
I could, I could
But would you move us there?
Night Market
She is the one that actually made me realise Love alone is not credible
But I still like the feeling of just saying "Hi" back to her
Gone were those days
Where we bit each other
Where we made each other cry just to see each other cry
Damn....
I miss seeing you cry
I know we cannot
Just cause
Of our maternal History
You are like honey
You will not turn bad
You will crystalise
In a time of no bother
And melt
Whenever I'm there
Happy onlayyyyyyyyyyyyy
I am delusional by the way
Undisclosed Desires-Muse
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 at 1:08 AM
I am happy
Not because I am having this headache
Not because I had a wonderful time
Well maybe partly that of
What is more important is that
MUSE came out with another new song
Britney Spears sang live
The Most Breaking News Of The Year
So today is the eight8
So in tradition
We have to do something
Loser got owned
Better luck trusting next time
My headache is taking this post way too short
Sorry for disappointing any of you
My life is not that fair
And neither is yours
What are you doing?
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 at 12:57 AM
Have you ever asked this questions to yourself?
Why do I read other people's blog when I do not even have one?
Why do I read this blog when I know that I hate the blogger?
How did this post seemed so exciting when it is the same content as the other awful looking blog?
And the most ultimate question
What is blog for?
Why do you blog?
Blog are here for many right reasons
But some mainly use it for
Popularity, money and complains
Not that it is bad
But just so you know and try to think about it
I state my purpose of Jore.blo
Depending on what happened on the day
Boring day, I would just blog about random stuff
Random but INFORMATIVE
On a fun day, it would just be freedom of memories keep sake
Just for me to know
On another negative day, it will be just self-reflection and others' shoe reflections
I would seldom be biased
Even if it seem like it
I am seldom
But I have my biased party people
Till then
WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR BLOG FOR?
WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SAYING WITH 3-5 Sentences?
If this questions bothers you every time
It is time to open your eyes and mind your own business
Not everything is about you
Subjective
Sunday, September 6, 2009 at 11:12 PM
What is nice can be ugly
What is perfect can be a mistake
Have it ever crossed your minds that some things are different from each other
What if we all think a like
Will there be any problems?
Will there be any contradictions?
I question why do we want to take control of everything(well mostly)
Why is it difficult to let it be?
A control freak we all are
We mistaken humans for robots
And ourselves as the remote
We confuse ourselves between trusting fate and getting control of our life
At the end of the day
The only one you can control is you
No, not your husband, not your dog, not your car.
YOU!
It just occurred to me that we prefer someone because we got already got something from them
Trust, Money, Advice, Understanding and....
LOVE~**roll eyes**
We are all victims and selfish people
We use each other for our benefits
Disagree as you may
The only difference is your intention
Is it good or bad
Know your role
That is life
Saturday, September 5, 2009 at 5:05 PM
Had a hardcore Sims session
I pretty much modified sims 3 in every aspects
Created new Sim creature to begin with
Fuck god!
I am going to make him gay man!
I just found out that there is such a thing as gay marriage in Sims 3
And I have the same-sex pregnancy!
Like what!
So I guess by having them as preggers I will know who's giving and who's receiving..
Who's on top and who's down below
Who's in control and who's enjoying the show
Laughing my ass of when I got to know this
Kudos to SIMS 3!
How many people?
Friday, September 4, 2009 at 11:44 PM
A morning wake to school
Getting to wake up early for hip hop
Can sometimes be an unpleasant thing to do
It somehow goes to show that you are going to be early
Despite warnings and signs to show how much you prefer punctuality
It still sums up to the same old thing
So people out there
It is better to be late for a leisure meeting or something something
Because there will always be an innocent life later than you
That is for those who hates to wait
Until now
My team is not progressing into the choreography
My ideas are way too boring for them
So I will sit back
And enjoy the show
As team mates desire the strong feeling of closure and team spirit
My team have not been at the top for attendance
The show must go on
With or without
Preferably with
What for wait for those who cannot
What for wait for those ideas where you got a very own mature brains to think
I fret that my team will bite some steps
Relying too much on each other is not ideal
Something may surface
So it is wise to be quite independent
At the same time take in what others have
Audition was super tough
Not my forte
So I kind of slacked
Dinner with my favorites in hip hop
Although they do not know me well
I sure know them
Being the most unpredictable has its advantage
Nobody can read you
Despite trying hard
Looking attentive can seem to be looking confused
Looking happy can seem to be looking excited
Laughing can seem to be sarcastic
Whatever you do, don't try this at home
P.S. Vulgarities are way too common now. I should stop using it.
DOUBLE P.S. Want to blog your life away? Try not to use my style. You know what I mean.
Iris
Thursday, September 3, 2009 at 11:55 PM

The fact is you are gone
Your tears were not signs of goodbye
But a sign of a settle dear friendship
We will miss you
I am sure you will miss me the most
But try not to alright...
So today was a rather
Errands day
The fact that sister and aunt made a huge quarrelsome feud over somethings each other said
Girls will not stop being girls
Their ovaries are program to function like wise
Then met Shit in Boon Lay
Ended up that it failed
Then tried calling this guy
I think I gave him 18 missed calls
I wanted to wake him up to accompany me to Changi Airport
At the end he was super late
I got charged overtime train ride fee
Small matter
The I realise this girl giving Social Studies note to her friend
Well the sample essays have no conclusion
Conclusions are a way to distinguish an A student from the rest
Well it is her way...
Changed to our attire
And met Iris
Iris feels so sad
............
Went Yishun to bowl
In the end
Did not
So our main purpose to Yishun is to eat Burger King
Thank you
Sin Seok Hui Sophia!
I can do anything
Wednesday, September 2, 2009 at 10:23 PM
Woke up late
I was so shocked myself
It has been 3 nights since I slept correctly
I was happy that I got the rest
Met Shita
It was super hilarious
We wanted to install Adobe Master Collection into her laptop
Appears to be the whole program setup took way too long
That the battery died down
So meeting her tomorrow again to get it installed
Maybe guide her a bit
She is not that noob uh
I like her carousel
I really would love to have a ride and spin on that thang~
Just being pervy..
Happens to be annoyed by everything at home
But...
Friend....
If you can beat whatever is bothering
It shows that you can beat it again
If you lose this time
Find a way to pick it up
Life is not about how high you go
It is about how you pick yourself up right of where you fell
Stay down and you be there forever
Climb up and you be somewhere
Better yet...
It is easier said
Than done...
But it is worth to try
Thank you
at 8:39 PM
Goodbye is bitter
A hundred and thirty seven days of knowing
Appears to be too early to assume our depth
Friends, we are
A companion so fine, you are
As the day draws nearer
I feel that having you; go so far away
Is devastating
It is so sad to imagine you, give your waves
To those of yours
What more watching the plane
Cross overhead
A true friend you are
Thank you for the times
We can't stop your departure
Neither can I stop myself from feeling so weak
I know...
You going is not eternal
But it seemed so
Another friend gone so far
Bad Omen
at 1:28 PM
Ever stumble upon a bad feeling?
Feeling you felt something bad is happening?
Feeling someone close to you is suffering?
I believe in premonition and visions bullshits
Never have I thought of experiencing it
Call me a fake or whatever
I know what I saw
I thought it was a thought
But when I called you
I know it was real
A bad omen
Is never to be avoided
A cure
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 at 11:23 PM
Went dinner with Seok
After making a decision not to go for hip hop
Damn!
I could have been in muse
Dick head
They were auditioning for some shit
Had a few words with my team mate at home
They were cooperative
Lets see how things go on Friday
I was too afraid to sleep tonight
I was too frighten if I get to see you again
I was too shocked to feel the way
Please don't...
Why does it always happen
Disappointed
at 5:12 PM
As far as the progress of my team go...
I felt that every move is mainly an effort of 3 or less
Much expectation is just way overrated
I am not pushing
Neither am I expecting much
I just want the fucking attendance to be full
Even my voice is not heard in this air
Everyone feel so important
It is like so many bosses and so little employee
I wonder what happens if I get really angry?
P.S. The team is not even moving an inch.