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Anticipating for a post?
Update you busy asses with my life
I have an upcoming unsure performance this 29th October.
I have an extra ticket for those who want to tag along for 10th November
I have a tentative ticket taken on 11th November

Apparently I am busy with shows after practices after training.
I have to polish my Bboying
Because, I do not want to feel empty
Goal set by me....
By the end of....
This week: Perfected Headstand
Next Week: Perfected Handstand
The following week: Perfected air-chair
The week after: Perfected windmill
Weekend will be solely based on Down rhythm, popping and choreographing for fun.

I hate fucking stiffies
Who say I am fucking stiff
Because you should correct yourself before correcting me
I hate fucking people that think thay are too good for the crew
If can do better be instructor uh!
Mother fucker.
Hope your var jay jay rot with maggots lingering in it.

Been coming to school late and been skipping classes.
My friend had a busted lip
It looks pretty bad
I hate the pain although it looks kinda good
You know how much we love pain when we anticipate it

I am dead beat from the training and all
I hope it is worth while
I am finally getting rest this weekend
Until next weekend which we have an intensive training
I am telling you
It have been a great day
A great experience
And now I am tired of it
Tired of the fun
I just want to sleep
Can I just do that for 2 days?

I gave the worst evaluation I could ever give
I am so fucking bad
This is what you will get for not participating
And take credits for whatever I said
Get a brain for you penis sake
To come and think of it
Why do you even come
First I feel used
Second I feel imitated
Third I felt that you deserve a D at least
Because I did not know what you did
Besides watching lame ass Anime
I want to change team for all I care
At this moment of time
I need your attention
I no longer have to dance to express
I have to impress you
So that I get your attention
I hate it when someone is best in a way
You are good to them
Idiots who are learning like me
You put me down
Karma always have its way to get back
Just you wait
What you made me feel
Will be what you will go through in the future
Except it would be 100 times worse
Drove back was not usual
I pondered
Why am I moving
Why is the air cold
Why is there another man sitting beside me
I tried to figure
But I could not even figure myself
To figure the act of nature
We explore the deep Atlantic
We go beyond Earth and Mars
We explore the external
And others
Not realising that
It is us that were undiscovered and unexplored
We look so far
Not even understanding a shit load of ourselves
I do know what am I to believe
Whenever you are
I stop myself to prevent this
Response to happen
I break away
Trying to be
I would not want this friendship
To fucking end
Just cause I am naive and risk-taking
Just cause I want thing as perfect as it seem now
I want to feel the urge to talk to you and feel departed from you
I like where we at now
I hope friends we are
If we were to get serious
It would be when we are serious
I am not referring to you but you.
Don't fucking get it?
Shove chopsticks up your ass....

Love is just a feeling when you are excited to see someone
Love can and will end when we are done exploring each other
What comes after is not love
But objectivity......
Nowadays
I have been feeling rather unwell
Who cares
But it is really tiring
Having to struggle up
Walk
To school or to anywhere
I would still do chores
Cause no one will care if I am sick
I am scared
Really scared
I found something
A really something
I do not want it
Please go away...

So not way to illustrate how I feel in a visual form
But if you prefer verb form
Here it goes

Expect the world to be perfect
And it will not
Expect me to be "one way"
And it will not
We just have to accept the fact that life do not go our way
Well I expect originality from every individual
And everything turns out to be
The same
Why do we fear risk
Take on it
If you fail
You know how to improve
If you succeed
You will feel good about it
My facilitator says that I am a passionate writer
I express my state of mind the moment I write
I doubt there is truth in that
But if it is
I look through it again
And found out that I freely express emotions and strong opinion
Never mind that
I am the smallest in the class
I bet no one knows my deepest darkest secret
I am glad
Thank you
Gratitude shown for reading the verbal floods

I skipped all my meals
Fuck!
I skipped everything
Its not that I want to
It is just that it happened to be that way
I have vomited in school for 2 consecutive days
Today
I coiled my body as I vomited
But there was nothing
Just a mere hurl and....
It was too weakening to say
Then I went TRCC to eat alone
Friends just happens to be somewhere important
I bought my food
Get a seat
And I felt like vomiting again
So I went spitting and feeling bad about myself
I came back
My food was gone
Damn!
The uncle clear it off
All he can say is sorry
Damn him!
I bet if I curse him...
He will die
So I would not
And P.S I twisted my ankle while hip hop
What a DAY!
On another note
I am what I wear so they say...
Am I really that different
I thought I would be surrounded with the same kind
With the similar ideas
With the similar literature
I was surprised by how it actually turn out to be
I miss when there were times that I said something
And they understood where I am coming from
I miss Art Class in school
Well I guess I was blessed to be in a school where they aided me
For days like this
Not that this is bad
I was just disappointed
Not having to see
People that have the same ideology as me
Is that difficult to find?
Am I really that different?

I am surprised the condition of my level
Like seriously
Almost everyone knows everyone
Good?
I hold the answer in a few
School was great
Despite having the thought that the fucking facilitator who does not listen to
This wannabe!
I proved myself at the very last moment when my team is sort of confused
I am glad that I helped
They were all so leading
I followed to avoid some things that happened in the past
Just rock it out Art-Farts
Need a sleep
Need to meet them guys tomorrow
Fuck you bitch!
Topic is on love
Is this a sign of something
I doubt so
Everyone in RP is doing it someday or the other
So it is not a sign
I am down with fucking bad facilitator which ignores me
Totally pissed...




A garden so perfect
Marshmallow white little creature
Bouncing off the green well trimmed grass field
I saw many fishing
I saw many dazing
None of sight of frown nor sulk
I see only happy faces
I almost felt not waking up
It was as real as real can get

In another one
It is another garden
But this time the trees were exotic
The hills were adventurous
I was there with my bestfriend
At least I treat him as a bestfriend
Drops of waves touched the surface of my toes
At where I was standing
We were almost 10 feet or higher off the ground
It was a cliff

I miss these dreams
The only time I felt that
I got no worries
No end
Everything is just one way
I do not need to make decisions
Decisions that will change my fate
A beautiful garden dreamt
Awaiting for the Garden of Eden
The place I would be free
Art is the only place where you have no boundaries