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Breathing Organisms, Hello! I go by the name Isyak with a Y not a H! I like Soya Bean, Bandung, Barley and Chilled Cola! Planning to be a Locker, Designer and a Teacher.

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I am to be blame again

I am not upset
I am just expressing how I felt
I know you did not meant to hurt me
Neither do I
We fly high
We fell low
You probably would not understand
I am not the same as my friends
I could not believe the trust barrier we have with each other
I come I act I go
That is how I do it in future
Kind of looking at the bright side
I am happy that the stiffness is going away
But I am still stiff
8th December stiffness gonna go!

What a week?!

The week ended off with a high note
Ended up partying as hell
If I could DJ, I would
Pretty much
We enjoyed ourselves despite the music
Just because we are there to help each others experience a lifetime
I love the whole process of everything
Took pictures as usual
It is up on my FaceBook
Its too much of a night to call it a day

P.S. We have finished 2:10 mins of a Performance set.
Maybe you could watch us at W1 on 8th December 2009

The Confession

2012 was an OKAY movie
No innovation
Very predictable
Go watch it to know it
Marley and Me is my all time favourite

I got a pretty weird feeling when I am in deep or moderate conversation with
These sum of people
Were all of you hinting?
It is weird that all are not like one or the other
Neither are they close to each other
Stop trying to help me build this telepathic path between us
I am no good in understanding the signs and hints
As for this thing I am the most ignorant one

I have been too absent-minded

All I want to say is
Never have I seen this much commitment
I am speechless
We are progressing like nobody's business
And here we are still trying to without making any effort
Why can't everything be right
Why?
Obviously the childish one is you.
Thank you for making me understand who are you
And who am I.
Can I change group?
I know its too late
But who cares.
They made me feel used
They made me feel like a GULLIBLE person
I am very very disappointed...

You Motivated Me

Looking at my crew mates performing
I am so inspired to improve my skills
I need to further soften up my body
I need to do isolation
I need to improve
I do not know why
I give my self till the end of the month to soften up
Latest by the end of next month
I want to dance like a pro
So that I would not be too self-concious

Bounded

I feel the need to be free
The need to BOOMSZ
Why I could not try to break free
Some people thinks that they are seriously right
When there a thousand of possible ways
Why I could not think one way
It may be easier to feel the same way as them

Keep your comments....

I designed......
Digging my own grave with the words that I have said
Did not realised a single word that I have said
I know sorry would not cut it
I just felt terrible
Because it is unlike me
I blame myself for letting people hurt me and not do anything
Now I know the monster they have created
Glad to know it
You are whoever said
Speak up for yourself to win
I say
Silence do not means defeat
I win in the end
You prove you are guilty
To apologize is always better than walking away
Knowing that you did something wrong.

I do not let POLITIX

Some criticisms are constructive
Others are just pulling you down
Trying to test you
I would not quit dancing
Nor would I quit the IG
There is no problem I cannot handle
I believe that this episode is making me strong
Making me feel that I have been through it
I would not stop
Even if you want me to
If my presence irks you
The solution is you
Either you go or you change
I tried to change
I tried my best
And you speculate rumors
I am not going to quit
Nor will I shout to tell the whole world what a person you are
I am just keeping silent
Train myself
Silence does not means defeat
I will win
I will deliver a good show
I may stay professional
Thank you My fucking Loathers...

I am SHAG

I felt like sleeping through the day
I do not know why I am so fucking shag
How I wish everything is as soft as cotton
Like my seat
Like my desk
Like my laptop
Like the ceiling
Like the floor
Like the wall
I want everything to be made up of cotton
I have dry skin on face
I feel like I lack of sleep
PLEASE!!
Help me!

I just need time

Why would one not understand that I need time to readjust myself
I know I should not be running away
You said that our team lacks leadership
He said Leadership should come from the leader
If I am a bad leader
Why is there meetings, notifications, updates
You said that I am immature
I asked you which part
You said the energetic part
Do you want me to be lethargic as a leader?
You said I need to be more firm
Does it mean you'll be hating me?
How can I be lethargic and firm at the same time.
Wait Creative Concept
Contrast
Contrast is not always good you know
Good eye opener
Keeps me going
Know who is good who is bad
Seriously
You know it untill you feel it for yourself
RETRIBUTION!

I am back from the long run of practices.
Will be busier in the future to come
First on 22nd November we will be having another performance
On December is my Debut Showcase
So I have a lot of practising to do.
Muse: Opening was a great fun
I wish to improve myself more
Stop telling me to take classes
Because I sucked at choreographies
I like to do things freely
But I am not that shallow
I am actually a broad person
Tons of problems came in my way
Just like that on one day
I managed to compose myself
Because some are big, some are small
They are not life threatening
They are not death
I wonder again
But I know for sure
My absence will not be an impact for many
Or perhaps
For all
It only predicts sorrow to my family
And that is for a few
And after that
Who is Shark?
Nobody knows him
Cause he is just too complicated of an average man.